I have been nursing her for the last 2 weeks in my kitchen.Trying everything I can think of to make her healthy again.
I tried medicine, vitamins, feeding her a personal diet that I made her daily, hand feeding her and giving her special little treats, forcing water down her. Holding her and separating her from the others in my kitchen and nothing worked. She would look good for a couple of days and then look just as bad or worse. Finally I couldn't watch her suffer any longer and had to put her down. Both my brother and husband let me know they would do it for me if I needed them to(though neither wanted to do it) Doing so was one of the hardest things I have ever done. But I did (not someone else) heart broken and all. She no longer suffers and I proved I can do what I need to do.
But sometime it just breaks your heart while doing it.
Bye my little Ruthie I will miss you